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Jul. 7th, 2009

  • 11:02 AM
Intense Beauty
[10:59] april is awes0m3: So have you heard anything else out of that one girl who defriended you?
[10:59] NekosGrace: Which one? There have been several ;)
[11:00] NekosGrace: The most recent one, no. She's not replying to my comments anymore.
[11:00] april is awes0m3: Oh, well. She sucks.
[11:01] NekosGrace: Yeah, I hate bitches ;)
[11:01] NekosGrace: I am damned awesome, if she doesn't want to be my friend she can fuck herself.
[11:01] april is awes0m3: YEAH! FUCK HER!
[11:01] april is awes0m3: JEN FTW!

JEN FTW!

Confusion

  • Jun. 14th, 2009 at 5:41 PM
Intense Beauty
How come when I start finally posting in my livejournal again, THAT is when people begin to unfriend me?

Jun. 13th, 2009

  • 9:30 AM
Intense Beauty


caught on camera by [info]doctorpizza at the DFW Ars Technica Meet

Jun. 11th, 2009

  • 8:43 PM
Intense Beauty
Today, I tried to explain karma to James, mainly stating that everything bad that's happening to him is probably as a result of his poor treatment of his wife, and his lack of care for his life, etc.

He responded:

"Karma would be you getting hit by a truck for having killed your mom by staying at her side you poisonous bitch."

I am so glad that he is no longer a part of my life. That he could cook up such sick and disgusting statements makes me feel ill for ever loving or trusting him.

My mom was my best friend. Last month was her birthday. In December, it will be six years since she passed away.

A few days ago he told me:

"If only your mom could see how poisonous you have become, it'd kill her if she wasn't already dead."

Basically, he decided that he'd try to "get at me" by bringing up my mom.

Luckily, it hasn't worked so far. :) My mom and I were best friends. I know she would be proud of me for standing up for myself and getting away from the abusive fucking prick that I married.

I am so glad to be moving on. A terrible weight has been lifted from my shoulders.

Oh by the way, James is stalking my livejournal. He's reading everyone's comments and it's hurting his feelings. So make sure and say hello to him. :) He has no friends so he has to stalk mine.

May. 25th, 2009

  • 5:00 AM
Intense Beauty
This one is a little larger... )

Ryan, Mike and I took a swim in the pool.

After some seahouse floatie jousting, waterslide action, fun-noodle fighting and squirt-gunning, it started to pour.

We're talking mad pouring rain, guys.

Ryan protected me with a floatie seahorse.

Everyone went "Awwwwwwwwwww."

And then the cameras came out.

It's hard to tell in the picture, but it was raining like crazy. In Texas. Whut.

May. 25th, 2009

  • 4:55 AM
Intense Beauty
Did the image show up?

Ryan and I drove to Mansfield (DFW, TX area) for an Ars Technica meetup. I am on the right. Wearing cat ears.

Ryan is in the front there, rocking the drums.

Mister Peter B got on the mic and totally raped "Creep" by Radiohead.

On the guitar is Adinar, whose real name I failed to learn :(


We just spent three days with 35-50 some-odd people who were all totally fucking amazing.

One of the best weekends of my life. <3

May. 16th, 2009

  • 12:53 AM
Intense Beauty
Dollhouse got a second season!


There will be a second season of Dollhouse!

Day 4: Things that Made Me Happy Today

  • Apr. 14th, 2009 at 3:17 PM
Intense Beauty
- * Chicken Tacos at FREEBIRDS.

- * 2.6 mile walks with Ryan.

- * Finding a Double Daves Pizzaworks in the middle of nowhere out this way.

- * Hey Cupcake!, amazing tasty cupcakes for breakfast this morning.

- * Talking with a realtor about homes for rent in the area.

Day 3: Things That Made Me Happy Today

  • Apr. 11th, 2009 at 2:38 PM
Intense Beauty
- * Visiting FreeBirds World Burrito for the first time and having a yummy chicken bowl!

- * 5 hour nap!

- * Winning the flower festival in my Animal Crossing DS Game.

- * Watching a Dane Cook special on TV.

Apr. 10th, 2009

  • 9:59 PM
Intense Beauty
Have been working to get the ball rolling on divorce papers today. Have online versions of all the forms I need, and am feeling rather intimidated by the $250-300 filing fee for divorce in Travis Co. Texas. *sigh*. It'll be worth it to move on with my life, but it will take some time for me to get that kind of money together, because things are a bit tight right now as I work to settle down in my new digs.

I am hoping he will grant me an uncontested divorce, but his vindictive side has me thinking he'll fight me for things like furniture, electronics and even money. He yelled at me today because he's rapidly falling into debt and I'm not helping him. No, I can't find a reason to financially support someone who gets kicks from hurting me so badly.

I am so, so tired right now. He has me worn out, stressed out and just sort of falling apart all over the place. Now that Ryan is here, I do not have to see James at all. Ryan can take me to the apartment to get my things when James is at work, and that's quite comforting.

Day 2 - What Made Me Happy Today

  • Apr. 10th, 2009 at 6:42 PM
Intense Beauty
Today is day 2 :>

- * The fact that yesterday's post made [info]kawaiinochan happy made me happy. :)

- * Having Subway with Ryan today made me happy. :)

- * Hearing that James is "afraid of what I'll do to him" makes me happy. :)

- * Loving on a giant puppy at the PetCo adoption fair today made me happy. :)

- * Teaching Dave's friend to play guitar hero today made me happy. :)

Day 1 - What Made Me Happy Today

  • Apr. 9th, 2009 at 2:11 PM
Intense Beauty
I was tagged by the illustrious [info]liliamongthorns to participate in this fun meme of sorts, where for 8 days I post what has made me happy that day.

In return, I'm tagging [info]iridescence , [info]serise and [info]tesseracting !

Here are the things that have made me happy today:

- * Reese's Pieces Eggs

- * Swimming in the condo's brand new pool!

- * Having a nice, fun conversation this morning with my roommates.

- * My new favorite lunch, teriyaki tuna sandwich. :D

Feb. 27th, 2009

  • 11:38 PM
Intense Beauty
Watch this. Seriously.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cbk980jV7Ao

Go watch it. It's incredible. You'll smile.

Dec. 10th, 2008

  • 1:38 AM
Intense Beauty
Oh hay, it's snowing a bit in Austin,  TX right now.

I miss my best friend. :(

  • Oct. 28th, 2008 at 4:29 AM
Intense Beauty
I have bad days, like yesterday, where all I want is to be playing DDR or munching "hard and unloving cookies" (From McDonalds) with my best of the best, Janine. But she's 1300 miles away now, because I was stupid and moved away.

I really, really, really miss my best girl. So much so that all I can think about these days is either flying her out here for a visit, or finding a way to go back there for a visit. Just so I can dwell on old times, things I haven't enjoyed in six months.

 

Today is my six month wedding anniversary. We're going to IHop in a few minutes to celebrate, but I'm not feeling very celebratory because we're broke, and I'm depressed, and despite being married to a great man - I feel so, so desperately lonely. :(


Oct. 21st, 2008

  • 7:28 AM
Intense Beauty


This is my kitty Smudge. She's waiting for me in California. Originally we weren't sure if we could bring her, because Bentley and Preston already exceed our apartment's kitty allowance, so she is staying in a temporary home.

We are waiting for the right situation to have her flown here, which is probably going to mean flying Katie or Janine out and having them bring her along. I haven't seen her in months and I miss her terribly. Her temporary keeper is someone I've never met, but who is obviously taking exceptional care of her. But golly, I miss her. I really, really wish I could afford a plane ticket for her right now. :(

Jul. 18th, 2008

  • 8:36 PM
Leaning
One little compliment can make you feel amazing. So give me a compliment, anything in the entire world, even that my shoelaces are pretty. Put this in your journal. And once you get some comments, put that entry in a memory or tag and when you are feeling down, just go to that entry and this will remind that you're not so bad in other people's eyes after all.

Inspired by [info]zombieflowers.

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